I was reading an article and it talked about one of the most important questions you should ask yourself every day: How can I grow today?
I cannot say I like this question. Nor can I say I hate it. What I do know is I am not satisfied with life at the moment. I feel like I am coasting. Life is boring. I want to be challenged. Yet fear keeps me from challenging myself. Fear!
This feeling has been growing in me for quite some time. I try to suppress it but it only works for a bit before I start shaking my hand. I have wondered what I could do. Do I need to find another ministry or start one? Do I need to start another company? What am I supposed to do? Where am I supposed to go? How am I supposed to get there?
I do not want to coast. Complacency is not an option yet it feels like it is consuming me.