How Can I Grow Today?

I was reading an article and it talked about one of the most important questions you should ask yourself every day: How can I grow today?

I cannot say I like this question.  Nor can I say I hate it.  What I do know is I am not satisfied with life at the moment.  I feel like I am coasting.  Life is boring.  I want to be challenged.  Yet fear keeps me from challenging myself.  Fear!

This feeling has been growing in me for quite some time.  I try to suppress it but it only works for a bit before I start shaking my hand.  I have wondered what I could do.  Do I need to find another ministry or start one?  Do I need to start another company?  What am I supposed to do?  Where am I supposed to go?  How am I supposed to get there?

I do not want to coast.  Complacency is not an option yet it feels like it is consuming me.