Today will be day three. I do not know if it will really happen. It seems both likely and unlikely. My days have actually been longer but the other side has only been two.
Today I get words. Three words – Παῦλοaς δοῦλος Χριστοῦ
Today depression hit early and pretty hard.
Today the music will continue to be Portishead, at least for a bit. It is OK to ride the wave. Wandering Star…
Please could you stay awhile to share my grief
For its such a lovely day
To have to always feel this way
And the time that I will suffer less
Is when I never have to wakeWandering stars, for whom it is reserved
The blackness of darkness forever
Wandering stars, for whom it is reserved
The blackness of darkness forever
Such a beautiful song.
Today we pray for several people with contracted perspectives. Today we look for steps to take to move forward. Praying we don’t fall to far. Knowing He is holding on to me.
It is so early. I already got my language in. I got half my steps for the day. Reloaded a server. Restored it from backup after the reload. Now I have to upgrade it. Need to read a bit more. Write some. It might be 8:30 by then and I can make a new list. Today is the day of salvation for someone…